I figured i'd give it a go since there is sooo much going on right now i just need to vent it..
#1 Yesterday we had to take Jailin to the Radiologist because well the dr swore he didnt have a right testie. I told her what the drs in Japan told me which was.. that he had fluid in his right testie and thats why she couldnt feel it. And that they said the fluid should go away on its own. Well today i get a phone call which i didnt answer because i dont pick up blocked numbers [ stalkers but thats another day]. The message went as follows " PLEASE keep your appointment with Urology, as his ultrasound shows there is way too much fluid in his testie and we need to decide what the next step is" And she hung up like this is normal.. It could well be normal but not to me.. I am super paranoid with anything involving my kids and hospitals unless its routine check ups. Why you may ask? Well my First Child passed away from heart problems .. Read Here for full story. Now if it involves putting my kids under anesthesia or cutting or what have you i turn into a wreck. Jailin is a strong boy and i know that if he would need surgery to correct this he will do good but i worry about the pain i worry about seeing him hurt. =(
#2 The Husband recently found out he is on the ERB list for the Navy [ Enlisted Rentention Board] which basically means if he is selected by the end of June we will be out of the military. This was never our plan. He wanted to be a lifer!! Now i need to come up with an alternate plan incase sometime in Sept they tell us hes been selected. My plan mainly involves moving, buying a house, finding a job and both of us back to school. Sounds easy enough when written but with a 3 yr old an almost 1 yr old and a baby due in March i dont see this plan really working out right away. The only good thing is the Navy has to pay us to get out because he wasnt done with his reenlistment and he is being forced out. The only way i think we can stay in is if he passes his E6 exam which is tomm. This man is not a good test taker.. Maybe i worry too much but i just wish i had some sort of concrete plan if this what if actually happens.
#3 Which really isnt a big deal but it is to me.. MY MIL comes in on Sunday and i have no idea what to expect! Her and my SIL have never been to any of my homes. No matter where we lived.. To top it off shes a Vegetarian.. I have no idea what they eat as i dont know any. And if that isnt cause for nerves my husband has to work a funky schedule while shes here which means im stuck with her in the house since we only have 1 car and I dont drive.. Ughhh
4 comments:
You have a lot going on! Hope everything goes well with the tests!
1. Tyler had a hydrocell too. The first doctor told Jason and his ex that it was probably cancer before even doing an ultrasound. I think the fact that they were first told cancer, THEN told it was the hydrocell they were relieved. I can understand your fear though.
2. YIKES! I don't know what we would do if we were in that position, but just know that you all are welcome to come live with me... just sayin'.
3. I am also a vegetarian, so let me know if you need any recipe ideas.
4. (even though you didn't have a four) I LOVE YOU!
So, so very much going on! Hang in there and I hope that things go well with the tests!
Hugs BB! I'm sorry you're having to deal with all of this...my thoughts, prayers, & love are going out to you!!
you know where to find me if you need me!
XO
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