Hi Everyone!!
Well this weather in Sasebo sucks.. we are in a typhoon warning but to me its just a rainstorm.
The typhoon isnt set to come to sasebo but go around us .. yet the rain and wind can literally knock me over. To top it off my lil one is sick.[ this isnt stopping him from jumping everywhere] had to take him to medical in this nasty weather. Hes managed to puke everywhere in the house except his own room yuk!!
in other news..
I AM SO OVER THIS COMMAND! apparently family first is a crock of s**t!! Our time at this command has been nothing but a headache but to top it off now things are just getting to be too much for me. NOONE is willing to help my husband get this pin he needs, knowing that he cant retain info at all. you ask why?? well the reason he is given is basically because of me!!! yea thats right ME! apparently its all my fault that he hasnt done a full deployment on this ship. [ it isnt my fault its basically things that happened that are out of our control] His first deployment on the ship he got sent back per my doctors n the base doctors because i ended up fainting in the food court while 7 months pregnant n got a concussion. and since none of the wives in the command wanted to take turns coming over to just make sure i was ok . the base decided they wanted my husband home so that i can be on permanent bedrest until i gave birth. its not like i passed out on purpose to have him home. im a big girl i would of found a way to get things done.
After this he went on several deployments [ we are foward deployed so hes always gone] the most recent deployment that just happened well noone really talks about it but i just know that they murmur under their breaths. My husband was sent home [ not to me but to his home of record] because his father passed away. I cant help but think that since the ship is under so much scrutiny for being a POS they are tryin to find a scapegoat. and apparently its my husband.
All i can do is cry .. i can see it in his eyes he has given up! all thanks to some stupid ppl who swear they are better than anyone .. if my husband doesnt get this pin by the time its time to reenlist we wont be able to because he will only have one more year before he hits higher tenior! ughhh i am so stressed! this is suppose to be a happy time for us. we are expecting our babygirl in sept and this stupid place is just about ruining everything for us especially my spirit!
SORRY for the rant but i needed to let it out
in other news..
I AM SO OVER THIS COMMAND! apparently family first is a crock of s**t!! Our time at this command has been nothing but a headache but to top it off now things are just getting to be too much for me. NOONE is willing to help my husband get this pin he needs, knowing that he cant retain info at all. you ask why?? well the reason he is given is basically because of me!!! yea thats right ME! apparently its all my fault that he hasnt done a full deployment on this ship. [ it isnt my fault its basically things that happened that are out of our control] His first deployment on the ship he got sent back per my doctors n the base doctors because i ended up fainting in the food court while 7 months pregnant n got a concussion. and since none of the wives in the command wanted to take turns coming over to just make sure i was ok . the base decided they wanted my husband home so that i can be on permanent bedrest until i gave birth. its not like i passed out on purpose to have him home. im a big girl i would of found a way to get things done.
After this he went on several deployments [ we are foward deployed so hes always gone] the most recent deployment that just happened well noone really talks about it but i just know that they murmur under their breaths. My husband was sent home [ not to me but to his home of record] because his father passed away. I cant help but think that since the ship is under so much scrutiny for being a POS they are tryin to find a scapegoat. and apparently its my husband.
All i can do is cry .. i can see it in his eyes he has given up! all thanks to some stupid ppl who swear they are better than anyone .. if my husband doesnt get this pin by the time its time to reenlist we wont be able to because he will only have one more year before he hits higher tenior! ughhh i am so stressed! this is suppose to be a happy time for us. we are expecting our babygirl in sept and this stupid place is just about ruining everything for us especially my spirit!
SORRY for the rant but i needed to let it out
1 comment:
i hate his effin ship!!! They need to get him pinned, dammit!!! I love you!!!!
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