Remembering..

So when i restarted my blog i thought id blog everyday but with the events that have happened through out this week, i find it hard to do anything. Ive come to the conclusion that Tomorrow isnt promised to you so you have to live for the day! On Friday, May 7, 2010 my father in law passed away at the age of 44. He was tryin to get healthy because he knew that he wanted to see his youngest son n grandkids grow up. In 2009 he got Gastric Bipass Surgery and was rapidly loosing weight and even started eating healthier.  I never thought hed leave us so soon but almost a yr later he passed away of a heart attack! I am still in shock and just cant believe hes gone. My husband is taking it relatively well but i know he is just tryin to be strong for the family. You see my husband is military so he got flown back to the states to be with them at this time. but on thursday i know it will just get harder for him.. for the burial is on thursday and that is usually when people realize that their loved ones arent coming back and that the events that happened indeed did happen. im not sure what else i can say except Johnny we miss you and love you. Your memory will live on thru your kids and grand kids